Uber MB

Time for a few changes

So I got in an enormous fight this weekend with my family. They do not approve of me and my actions. Perhaps I can understand them slightly in the fact that they are in fear for me. They fear because they do not or will not understand what I am going through right now. Other than that I believe I have all the reason in the world to feel like I am somehow rejected. It's time I believe to leave here. This is not the kind of environment I like. Nobody speaks honestly here and when we do the entire household melts down. I am going to speak with my therapist on Wednesday about this and what I can do to move on from these people until they at least they realize I am not hurting myself but making myself the person I have always wanted to be.

Going well

Life seems to be going well right now. Been taking a step back from the game recently to enjoy things I haven't worried about in a while. Honestly, it feels good and it makes me not hate several questionable aspects of FFXI when I actually log on now. Next week I'm going back to Pittsburgh to speak with my therapist about my biggest probems. I really think in the end things will turn out great, but there is going to be many painful moments for me and people in my life in the near future.

In other news:

Author Kurt Vonnegut dies at 84

This man was a legend. Very sad day for people famiiar with his works. =(

Rest well my friend. /salute

One Hour Kirin, 0 AF in Dynamis

So we took Kirin down in an hour yesterday. What's the big deal about that? We did it the old fashioned way by kiting him and Magic Bursting on Skilchains. It was a very nice fight for us. My Linkshell gets better and better weekly. Granted our drops are very weak. We got a third D body and a Damascus Ingot on this Kirin. I really hope they get better for us.

On Saturday, we did Dynamis San d'Oria and to everyone's disappointment there were zero AF that dropped. I was absoultely stunned. I've never seen that happen.